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Friday, December 30, 2011

Last Night At Home

I leave for France tomorrow today. I've been preparing for this since April, but it still seems really surreal. When I do actually remember to remember that it's happening, all it is is terrifying. I'm absolutely terrified that something is going to go wrong.

People keep going, "Oh, you must be SO excited." All I can do is smile and nod. I'm not really excited yet. I'm hoping that will come once I get through airport security, or maybe once I'm on my final flight (after the layover), or maybe once I'm through customs actually in France. Eventually, I'm sure. Excitement will come eventually.


I'm all packed, have been for about a week. I've been over everything in my head, sorted through all the paperwork I need, checked, double checked, triple checked. Hopefully all will go smoothly tomorrow.

In any case, I should probably get some sleep before I have to, you know, wake up tomorrow.